01.03.10
Obesity
Okay, it’s another boreing day in my life. I’m a Progressed Capricorn Sun now and under the influence of boreing stable Capricorn influence. I usually get up early in the morning, between 5am and 6am. I have to exercise at least an hour to work off last nights dinner. I try to work out for an hour and a half. This started with the Eclipse last year… http://www.kundlee.com/2009/01/first-eclipse-astrology-effects-in-2009.html . I actually started exercising before the Eclipse’s. Must have been my New Years resolution. Shortly after the Eclipse’s I fell from a chair while changing a lightbulb in the kitchen ceiling. The chair kind of attacked me as I fell, breaking my ribs. A sudden traumatic Eclipse event that started my obsessive compulsive Scorpion behavior to exercise everyday despite the pain. “No pain, No gain” is my everyday motto.
So where did that Eclipse “hit” me? The New Moon Solar Eclipse at 6 degrees Aquarius landed in my 6th house of health and daily routine. It squared my 6th degree Scorpion Sun conjunct my 7th degreed Scorpion IC (Imune Coeli), foundation of my personality. The Leo Lunar Eclipse landed at 21 degrees of Leo-Aquarius on Feb 9, 2009. This Lunar Full Moon “hit” my 21st degreed Leo Pluto in the 1st house of ego and self esteem. It was an Aquarian Sun which was also triggering the Aquarian stelliums (Aquarian Jupiter, Aquarian Chiron, Aquarian Neptune) opposition to my Leo Pluto. I was overweight and needed to do something about it. Fate gave me a shove.
In the summer we had 2 Lunar Eclipse’s surrounding the 29th degreed Cancer Solar Eclipse. 1st the 15th degreed Capricorn Lunar Eclipse. Then the 13+th degreed Aquarian Lunar Eclipse. Once again fate was squaring my 4th housed 15th degreed Scorpion Moon (conjunct my Scorpion Mercury).
2008’s Solar Eclipse was 18 degrees Aquariaus conjunct My Leo Ascendant (17 degrees) (square my 4th housed 17th degreed Scorpion Mercury and 15th degreed Scorpion Moon) and 21st degreed Leo Pluto. I think this is when I actually gained the weight. Food makes me feel good when life is difficult and life was difficult.
Going back even further I remember the difficult aspects to the mid degrees of Scorpio a few years ago. I’m pretty sure the acid reflux medication and cholesterol medication have something to do with my weight problems. They cut down my naturally intense digestive juices. I’m trying to be healthy but must have some serious eating problems. Poor people eat alot of the wrong foods. Many many years ago I was told I was allergic to wheat and milk products. Have you ever tried not to eat any food containing these 2 products. I switched from milk to soy and thats when the acid reflux got really bad. Every food basket I went for had lot’s of bread in it. It’s a great filler. Of course I can’t eat bread without adding butter or jelly.
My 4th housed (kitchen and nutrition) 15th degreed Scorpion Moon wants to eat when I’m bored. Food is the only reward I get these days. Or is it the poison I use to kill myself when I’m tired at the end of the day? So I need to exercise more says my 15+th degreed Virgo Mars. It’s all in your mind says 17th degreed Scorpion Mercury. Your ugly says my 21st degreed Virgo Venus in cahutes with my 21st degreed Leo Pluto. Let’s kill her and put her out of her misery says Leo Pluto.
Every night I have to eat in order to go to sleep. If I don’t eat I lay there tossing and turning. If I don’t take my acid reflux medicine I wake up from the acids in my stomach rising.
Today is a new day. I have a new determination after watching TV (Leo Pluto) yesterday. America’s #1 problem is obesity. The New Years was full of weight loss commercials. There was a real sad show about the heavist people. A show about pregnant fat women. There was also a show about an obese family and their determination to cure their parents health problems by losing weight together. We’re all going on a diet as a New Years resolution. Don’t we make this resolution every year.
I was a bottle fed baby who grew up in America eating chemicals and crap food. They don’t call it junk food for nothing. I didn’t know any better. The commercials made it all look so good. For most of my adult life I’ve tried to stop eating sugars, fats, junk food in general.
Sitting in this bead store doesn’t allow me the luxury of working it off.
I got up late today and went walking for an hour when I got to the store. I saw a taxi stop and call to a person walking. Do you need a ride? We seem to think someone is in need of a ride when we see someone walking. We think their poor or they lost their drivers license when we see them riding a bicycle. I walked round and round the shop, keeping a lookout for customers. As I walked around the food store on the corner I realized how stupid the drive up window is. We have drive up windows for everything these days. Don’t even get out of your car.
No wonder we’re all fat. The skinny ones are smoking cigarette’s.
